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“To all our loyal fans, after six studio albums, numerous singles and countless shows, we are announcing an indefinite hiatus. Some of you may see this as us breaking up, but we are not breaking up. We are just taking a break from the music for a while.
Why? Well, for one, Stan is getting married in march. He wants to focus on his new life for a little while, which is cool with us. As for Michelle, she and her boyfriend are expecting their first child. If it’s a boy, they better name it after me… J/K. With them both focusing on their private lives, I’ve decide to take the time to focus on mine as well. My wife and I have been waiting for a much needed vacation.
Don’t fret, guys. We are not leaving you without a bone to pick on. In June, we will be releasing a b-side and rarities album, featuring songs from album singles, EP's, and even some of my earlier work that never was released. Also on that album will be two brand new songs. ‘TWO BRAND NEW SONGS?!?!? THAT’S CRAZY!!!!!’, you’re probably exclaiming to yourself right now. We’ve already recorded the songs and have shot a music video for one of them, so keep a lookout for that. Also, sometime in the future, we will be releasing a live album that was recorded a while back, so check that out as well. We’ll be seeing you guys down the pike, so as always, keep it real. -Sanderson from The Regulators”
As I typed out that message, I could hear the Naomi pulling her car into the driveway. She’s back from taking Maya, Alice and Jack to school. Outside the cold, foggy window, I could hear her car door slamming and the tapping of her shoes on the slabs of cement. The front door opened and closed and she exclaimed, “Brian?”
“Yeah.” I recalled. She climbed the staircase and entered the master bedroom where I was seated at the computer. She looked upon me with a smile, “What are you doing.”
“Typing a message to the fans, letting them know about the hiatus.”
“How long do you want the hiatus to last.”
“Well, I imagine until Stan and Michelle realize how miserable they are at home.”
“I don’t make you miserable!”
“Who says?”
“Jerk!” We laughed as she rested into my lap, wrapping her arms around me, “You know, I’m going to have to punish you for that.”
“Oh god, yes.”
“Did you get the package?”
“Yesterday.”
“Were you discrete?”
“Came while the kids were at school.”
“Good, I’d hate for them to think that a package that big is a Christmas present.”
“Oh, It’s a present, just loosely defined.”
“Well put.”
“How are we going to do this?”
“The usual way.”
“I like that way.”
She got up off my lap and went into the closet, looking for the big brown box I had stashed in there yesterday. I got up and started to undress, taking off every article of clothing. Fully naked, I laid on the bed, awaiting. I heard Naomi rip the tape off of the box and open its flaps. She pulled out a big plastic bag of adult diapers and poked her fingernail into the very top of the bag, tearing it open. Her hands held a white diaper. She stood up into the closet and pulled a large duffel bag from the very top.
Turning around with a duffel bag in one had and a diaper in the other, she walked towards the bed. I laid still, watching her every movement as she strutted to me. She began to talk to me not as a wife, but as a mommy. “Baby need a change?” I nodded my head and let her continue talking. “Oh, whose my little man.” Naomi set the bag done unfolded the diaper as she stood at the edge of the best, legs parted. Her hands placed the unfolded diaper on the bed and began to slide it under my bottom. She then remembered that I needed my pacifier whenever I was changed, immediately grabbing it from inside the duffel bag. She reached up towards my face and placed the nipple of the pacifier into my mouth. I began to suck on it fanatically as she continued with putting on my diaper.
She spread out the diaper more and began to sprinkle powder over my crotch. The powder slowly fell like snow over me, reminding me more of Christmas. She put the bottle down and began to close the diaper, doing one tape at a time very slowly. When she was finished, she took her shirt off, wearing only her bra. I scooted up onto the bed as she walked around the side to where I was, sitting next to me. She put he arms around me and preceded to hold and rock me.
As we were side by side each other, I reflected upon the years we spent with each other. The ups and downs we had and the first time we met. Truly, if it were not for her, I would not be happy. She is the source of all my inspiration and the only person in this world I need. Getting over my "dream lady" proved more difficult that I imagined, but what came from it was something so incredible that I regret not one failure over the past years, or even see them as failures. They are only stepping stones to something greater then before it. My life was not wasted on chasing something, because the journey made the time wasted mean something. I have everything I want and everything I need. I have a loving wife, three beautiful children, the best friends I could ask for, a medium to express my talent and, last but not least, my childhood. The Nightmarish years that so terrified me were now in the past, but the feeling remained. The security remained. What was will forever be me. I laid still in this bed, going nowhere...
...because I was already there. |
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